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Tuesday, September 5th, 2006
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11:56p - A Seasoning for the Seasons
I'm going to finish sorting out my room and a few other areas tommorrow. I started during the outage, due to feeling that I needed to be doing something productive. Equally, I need to get the Orbital articles sorted, which means returning to the Computer Centre. Things are happening. Oh, September.
I'm not eating as much at the moment. It's mainly due to feeling guilty over eating food Holly and I bought together, as I feel as if I'm greedily taking her half of the pizza too. Furthermore, I keep getting distracted whilst eating due to having no-one to talk to. I really need to re-adapt, and soon. It's like waking from a dream, even if the dream was real, and I swear I can hear the rusty gears of time speeding up as this week progresses. This weekend will tell a few stories as well.
Of course, having said all that about food, I've become mildly addicted to peas (and ricecakes, but that's a different matter). I kept trying to find a seasoning that worked, and I've finally found one that turns peas into a kind of healthy sweet substitute. After draining the water, I add ground pepper, coarse brown pepper (I like my pepper) and balsamic vinegar. It's nice. I also like my seasoning for pasta, which I'll do again tommorrow, as it involves chilli powder, oregano and marmite. Yes. Aha, but I do like my seasonings. I shall have to note down my late Oma's recipe for the sauce she had with lettuce too. I couldn't get enough of that when I was little, and I haven't had it in years. I think Opa still knows it...or Mum. I know someone does, anyhow.
Rereading the above paragraph, I can see one way I've changed considerabley in the last year. I'm not sure I can put it into words, however, so I shan't. Change is constant, anyhow. I may get a better idea when I look back on these entries from a distance. I wonder if I'll have a journal in 2056, and what I'd be writing then? I'm reminded time is stealthy, and goes by very quickly, although the now will always be where you are. Heh, how often do I write about time in here? For good reason, though, as it influences me greatly.
( Slight FMA spoilers, CITV references and Time's Tears )
I'm a creature of memories, who watches the seasons with a sad smile, pleased as they develop, but remembering what has gone before. I record, and I remember, and tears flow over a smiling face as I think of what years can do. I live in present, as you must, yet I watch as another summer fades into another winter, and then I shall see another summer, and I shall not cease to remember.
I doubt that will ever change.
current mood:  reflective
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